A de-Lush-ous Love affair
Monday, June 9, 2008
The Husband Material (Pt 2)
((Read PART 1 BEFORE continuing )) + ((Lets call HIM “Mi7sin”)) ......
So I was back in Kuwait, summer holiday (Last year).. got busy with family the first week, which kept me occupied so I won’t call my Ex nor Mi7sin, but after that my Ex showed up again, he called, asked for me to give what we have another chance.. we talked and talked trying to fix our problems, most of the time we get to no point, we’ll never meet in the middle, but our love for each other was always too strong to keep us both apart, we were both Crazy about each other in a Crazy way ! Hurting each other is out of control, it was a Love/Hate relationship.. We can’t be around each other cos we do not get along but yet we can’t bare being apart.. So yes we kept going back and forth YES again.. during the fights and the breakin-ups I used to think of Mi7sin.. ena shlon ana 3’abiya I leave someone who’s willing do anything for me and be with someone who hurts me that much and leaves me crying.. I think of calling him sometimes.. but then I think NO I will end up leaving him when my Ex is back.. “KEEP UR distance Lush” I say to myself, “You’ve done enough damage to the guy already & it’s just not fair”..........
A couple of weeks later I go away with my family for a holiday.. away from my Ex, away from everything.. I come back to Kuwait after a month or so, things are not the same with my Ex, yes we break up all the time, but this time it felt different, it felt like i got so numb to what he’s making me feel, that i got so used to it that it doesn’t have the same effect on me as it used to, I started convincingg myself that it will never work, I’m young and I’m ready to explore my other options.. I started seeing other guys (will talk about them later) made more time for my friends, enjoyed my life basically as I had enough of this relationship that keep pulling me down.......
One afternoon at the end of the summer, exactly 2 weeks before I leave back to US, Mi7sin’s Cousin calls me, the cousin eli 3arefatana 3ala ba3ath “LUSH BABE Shloonech ? I just got back from Europe I miss u, lets catch up !” .. ohwa il wath3 3adi, the girl is such a sweetheart and she’s been my friend mn zman so it’s ok that she wants to see me and hang out, bs madre laish ana e5teba9t, o tethakart Mi7sin, I totally forgot he even existed, sha5barii mn zman.. Bs faj2a 6ara 3ala bali.. I was thinking that he must have asked her about me and she wants to meet up to talk about it =/..... do u think that was her reason ??!?!
So I was back in Kuwait, summer holiday (Last year).. got busy with family the first week, which kept me occupied so I won’t call my Ex nor Mi7sin, but after that my Ex showed up again, he called, asked for me to give what we have another chance.. we talked and talked trying to fix our problems, most of the time we get to no point, we’ll never meet in the middle, but our love for each other was always too strong to keep us both apart, we were both Crazy about each other in a Crazy way ! Hurting each other is out of control, it was a Love/Hate relationship.. We can’t be around each other cos we do not get along but yet we can’t bare being apart.. So yes we kept going back and forth YES again.. during the fights and the breakin-ups I used to think of Mi7sin.. ena shlon ana 3’abiya I leave someone who’s willing do anything for me and be with someone who hurts me that much and leaves me crying.. I think of calling him sometimes.. but then I think NO I will end up leaving him when my Ex is back.. “KEEP UR distance Lush” I say to myself, “You’ve done enough damage to the guy already & it’s just not fair”..........
A couple of weeks later I go away with my family for a holiday.. away from my Ex, away from everything.. I come back to Kuwait after a month or so, things are not the same with my Ex, yes we break up all the time, but this time it felt different, it felt like i got so numb to what he’s making me feel, that i got so used to it that it doesn’t have the same effect on me as it used to, I started convincingg myself that it will never work, I’m young and I’m ready to explore my other options.. I started seeing other guys (will talk about them later) made more time for my friends, enjoyed my life basically as I had enough of this relationship that keep pulling me down.......
One afternoon at the end of the summer, exactly 2 weeks before I leave back to US, Mi7sin’s Cousin calls me, the cousin eli 3arefatana 3ala ba3ath “LUSH BABE Shloonech ? I just got back from Europe I miss u, lets catch up !” .. ohwa il wath3 3adi, the girl is such a sweetheart and she’s been my friend mn zman so it’s ok that she wants to see me and hang out, bs madre laish ana e5teba9t, o tethakart Mi7sin, I totally forgot he even existed, sha5barii mn zman.. Bs faj2a 6ara 3ala bali.. I was thinking that he must have asked her about me and she wants to meet up to talk about it =/..... do u think that was her reason ??!?!
Labels: The Messy affairs
posted by ~Lush at 4:14 PM
19 Comments:
ammm first about the Ex.
her's al little story there's this girl from my family she luved this guy that came from a good family good looking and the rest of the goos stuff... she started knowing him in her 2nd yeah of highskol
then he propused "madry eshlon aktibha bss taqadam laha " dunno when bil thab6 but at least evry one knew about them
they were both great ppl but together they were a mess the fights never stops
tin5e6eb oo itfel o tin5a6ib o itfil then they got married ANH OHH how many times did she went back home to her dads saying there over but ... there luv was strong
but there beying together is just crazzy
at the end the filed for a divorse
now shes married to another person she has 3 kids and shes kinda happy with him
but u know she was really beautifull I MEAN WOW ,,, bil
jam3a kilyom nas etaqademon laha "la2na just famiily knew about the one she luved oo with there on and off oo lama taqadam laha it was all in the family
la2na there back together one day and then off the other day it just wasnet right to tell ppl till they satel there mind "
bss i think now ta7asefat la2na law min il bedaya 7adedat ina bss there off oo tezawajt a7ad great min ily kilyom itaqademon laha it would better for her
yeah shes married now bss at that time she had better options that she blew off
hope u dont do the same mistake again
dont explor ur options much ! it will huret u not help u
and go out with the girl see what happens
i knw what ur talking abt when u talk abt ur ex ina the love is too strong !! bs what can u doo ! i think abt it this way if u can live without him then ur fine but if u cant,,u have to work it out be together!!and abt that girl maybe its not the main thing the 6al3a is abt bs she might ask u abt him!;P be sure to have the answer ready!:P
-noonie
Shahad:
7ayateee i loved ur long comment, it makes me start thinking.. sometimes el wa7id ekon 3aref el shy el 9a7 bs needs someone to say it 3ashan yestaw3ib.. a7is ana 9ayra chethi =/
Ya3ni like what i keep telling him ena "Love is NOT enough" lazem ekon fi tafahom AHAM min el 7ub nafsa sometimes..
Bs i know i am blowing off other better options because my heart is broken and i can't control it so i just hate any other guy o wayed 9a3ba ena i like him no matter how good he is because i lost totaly control over my heart =/ .. offff i MUST start fixing this =(
Noonie:
I can't live with him and i can't live without him =/
I hope he didn't even mention me to her cos i'm bad at explaining lol
lush
fe wa7ed u love bss together ur crazy!
oo fe wa7ed u cant love bss together ur good!
both wrong options:P
wait till the right person for ur mind and heart comes along " eshfech mista3ela 3ala ro7ech :P wait baby wait:p "
haw lesh kan 0 comments o 7aset bakon ba6ala in i commented ;p wala BAAAMM 5 eb wayhee ;p
i dont think she talked about the cousin...
ambeh u r me!! U R ME! except for the fact that i never dated ma3arif aw family and told fellow family members "my side or his"... only once i knew someone and turned out we knew the family eseron 3yal 3am yadna and blah blah.. how shoul i know! esmhom gher 3an esmna shlon 3yal 3amna balla? ;p
i like mi7sin tara
this post reminds me of the phrase: cant live with them cant live without them..
i like your style of writing :) it's volatile and you sound like a very passionate person..
seriously, move on, get over your ex, life goes on, stop putting your life on pause mode. youll just keep forwarding and he'll never be the one.. dont waste your precious life.
ur ex is more like a ghost that chases u around .. Lush hear me out u have to sit down with ur self .. seriously a mirror works sometime ( DOnt Even ask ) .. confront ur self .. girl u are living in a phase where u want something and u dont want it a the same time .. u either move on and live ur life or just remain in this messed up one .. i say MOVE ON .. if he is an idiot then u should be too ..
6aaaf MOVE ON .. flow and never look back .. waalaa if u need to see a shrink then do it .. lina wala if u dont move on u will do something u will regret or ur family will ..
o trust me he is living his life and ur not .. im a guy and i know ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shahad:
ee walah Both options are wrong lol..
Ana mo mista3yela, bs they keep showing up in my life, o ana when it comes to the heart matter am so confused lol ya3ni they make it worst o bas ;P
Ms. D:
El7emdila ya3ni my 5bal o confusion o ti5ibi9 is Normal after all ow fi nas nafsi ;P .. alah ebashrich bel 5air LOL..
O hatha eli weld 3amich bs mo nafs el esim a5af echathib ! walah magmt a3aref etha fi a7ad 9aj hal yomain =/
Shoosha:
Take him :P
Lilo:
7ayatee awwww thank u !! I never thought i have a style in writing and always wished i have one lol.. i just write whatever comes to my head to get it out of my system.. ur words r so sweet =)
Nyxxie:
"Pause Mode" that's what my life was when he's around.. Thanks sweetie, i can say i'm half-way moving on now =)
Cartman:
and what we had is STILL haunting me =/
i did the mirror thing lol along with alot of other things and that got me thro leaving him for good cos i'm ruining my life and i hate that i know it but am not doing anything about it !! I did think of seeing a shrink, cos he left very emotionly disturbed, but i thought he wouldn't understand so i started this Blog instead lol.. Thanks sweetie for ur comment, reading it does help me understand some things more now =/
ge6eey wana algefa ;p
shoosha 3aib he's taken!
*wait 2day's or something*
laa elly eser li ana ikteshaft eny sij 6aala3 eser ley ;p my mom told me casually 3 yrs later ;p
Shoosha + Od :
R u actuly fighting over him !!! @@
May i know WHY ??? LOL he's not All that at all :P
i still didn't reach the post where i say Laish i don't like him yet :P
Msd:
HAHAHA 3 years Later OULA
LoooooooooooooooooL shooshoo o Oranjinaa intaw filim walah ...
SO baiscly from what u just said .. intai gazarteeehaa 3aleena hniiiiiii loooool im KIDDDDDDDDDING :)
wala madrii shagooolich .. ila there alot of fish inthe sea . TRUST ME wala alf mn ytmanach bs dont be soo picky :) o i wish u the best inshala with ur decisions inshala 5air :)
Now im off to part 3 :)
Cartman:
LOL yes i did "gazart`ha 3aleh" and i'm NOT proud of it at all, but i wasn't thinking strait and i needed something to help me get over my Ex desperatley.. kan kil shy 3'ala6 ib 3'ala6 bs saweta ;/
entay mo min sijich
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