A de-Lush-ous Love affair
Saturday, March 22, 2008
The BROTHER (pt 2)
SO wain we9alt in my last post ?? hmmm.. ee his Facebook stuff, but bare in mind that i'm STILL not sure if he is into me or if he's just being SUPER friendly.. That's me a6awif el ashya2 and tend to make up excuses for people i don't know why i do this, i really need to work on that in me ! hmm..
A couple of days later, they asked me to go over for Pizza and a DVD.. I forgot about what happened, i went there, we were just chilling but i couldn't help but notice how he's trying to show attention every second he could ! Ya3ne 7aram he was trying so hard, keeps asking me if i'm warm enough, if i needed more water, or popcorn or whatever, he kept asking if i was comfortable every second that i stopped saying "Thank u ur so sweet" with a smile TO ONLY nodding !! I think he was enjoying the "Thank u" a bit too much LOL..
Ok now the part that really really annoyed me and made me EXTREMELY uncomfortable is when his sister went upstairs to get some chocolates and he Casually moved closer and CASUALLY put his arms around ME @@ .. YES THiiiQA !! HE did !! ana iiTsamart mukani, ma3arft shasawe, i was shocked i didn't expect this at all o KILISH ma3ajabny el wath3 !!!! While ana min9adma o msaweya ro7i mindmja bil movie o wla 6ala3 mini a single reaction, 7athreta tam eta2amal feni chan e7i6 his hand 3la my hair HNI ana i felt disgusted !! gmt o gelt baro7 el 7amam.. All that happened in 5 minutes or less but it passed so slowly !! I went to the bathroom, tried thinking fast how to react, only came up with pretending like nothing happened, after all mabe akabir el salfa o it will be awkward if his sister knew, and he will probably get the idea..
So 5ala9 il Movie i went home, got a text from him saying:
"Hey, i've been beating my head on the wall about what i did earlier, i hope i didn't offend u"
My Reply:
"about what ?"
His Reply:
"When i put my arms around u.. u seemed a little edgy, i had no intention of offending u"
My Reply:
"No it's ok don't worry about it, ur like my big brother"
His Reply:
"Cool !! That took a load off my shoulders.. Hehe sweet dreams"
Ok, so he did apologize, i was clear on showing him that i see him as a Brother and everything was cool, u think ????
A couple of days later, he kept texting me that he wants to invite me for a meal and he has a surprise for me, WTH ! SHTABEEE !! i don't want to =(
I kept telling him i'm busy and i can't so he gave up for a while el7emdelah..
i then got busy with revision and school, but a week after all that....
THE big incident Happened::
It was one if my longest days at college, woke up at 9 am, had to give a presentation, attend a 3 hours seminar, group meeting and then get all glammed up for one of my girl's birthday bash at night.. That's when i get a text from Rayan's sister asking if i'm going to the 'oh-so-LAME' party that i said i'm going to last week and completely forgot about it NOW !! It'll be SO lame, and have time, i only said i'll be there coz i was being nice to the girl and thot i would if had a LESS busier day !! So i told her i can't, but then Rayan kept texting me that i said i'm going and i gave them a word and BLA BLA, until the girl whose making the part called me and i felt bad and decided to go =/
i arrived there at 8:30 pm, which was apparently LATE for them ! it was SO dead !! There was about 15 people in there.. I could see how bad Rayan wanted me to come to the party, it's like he thought he would have a chance or something !! He was following me everywhere i go, complementing everything in me, TRUST ME it's annoying !! That's when a couple of my friend's showed up, i never knew they were coming so that's when the fun began and i actually started enjoying myself, he then felt that we were taking over the party and he can't have the one-on-one time with me that he thought he could get, then kept coming to me trying to convince me to all go home and watch a movie instead coz this party is becoming to loud, LIKE WTH !! When i started enjoying it u want to leave now !! It was u who wanted to come from the first place.. i kept telling No i'm fine and just carry on with my friend's, i could see he was annoyed and kept trying to convince me, i kept it sweet but yet he walked out so pissed, his sister came up to me saying he feels responsible coz he invited u here and thought u should leave with us.. Ok i came here on my own ! I know the girl who's having the party, my friends r here, and i'm off to my friend’s party afterwards LIKE seriously what is his problem !!!! They left and i ignored and had a real good night =)
The he sent me a text at midnight:
"I believe i owe u an apology for my behavior earlier, i was a real jerk and i'm really sorry, i was really glad to have u around at the party, Have fun !"
i didn't reply =)
o 5ale9at el 8i9a LOL :P
A couple of days later, they asked me to go over for Pizza and a DVD.. I forgot about what happened, i went there, we were just chilling but i couldn't help but notice how he's trying to show attention every second he could ! Ya3ne 7aram he was trying so hard, keeps asking me if i'm warm enough, if i needed more water, or popcorn or whatever, he kept asking if i was comfortable every second that i stopped saying "Thank u ur so sweet" with a smile TO ONLY nodding !! I think he was enjoying the "Thank u" a bit too much LOL..
Ok now the part that really really annoyed me and made me EXTREMELY uncomfortable is when his sister went upstairs to get some chocolates and he Casually moved closer and CASUALLY put his arms around ME @@ .. YES THiiiQA !! HE did !! ana iiTsamart mukani, ma3arft shasawe, i was shocked i didn't expect this at all o KILISH ma3ajabny el wath3 !!!! While ana min9adma o msaweya ro7i mindmja bil movie o wla 6ala3 mini a single reaction, 7athreta tam eta2amal feni chan e7i6 his hand 3la my hair HNI ana i felt disgusted !! gmt o gelt baro7 el 7amam.. All that happened in 5 minutes or less but it passed so slowly !! I went to the bathroom, tried thinking fast how to react, only came up with pretending like nothing happened, after all mabe akabir el salfa o it will be awkward if his sister knew, and he will probably get the idea..
So 5ala9 il Movie i went home, got a text from him saying:
"Hey, i've been beating my head on the wall about what i did earlier, i hope i didn't offend u"
My Reply:
"about what ?"
His Reply:
"When i put my arms around u.. u seemed a little edgy, i had no intention of offending u"
My Reply:
"No it's ok don't worry about it, ur like my big brother"
His Reply:
"Cool !! That took a load off my shoulders.. Hehe sweet dreams"
Ok, so he did apologize, i was clear on showing him that i see him as a Brother and everything was cool, u think ????
A couple of days later, he kept texting me that he wants to invite me for a meal and he has a surprise for me, WTH ! SHTABEEE !! i don't want to =(
I kept telling him i'm busy and i can't so he gave up for a while el7emdelah..
i then got busy with revision and school, but a week after all that....
THE big incident Happened::
It was one if my longest days at college, woke up at 9 am, had to give a presentation, attend a 3 hours seminar, group meeting and then get all glammed up for one of my girl's birthday bash at night.. That's when i get a text from Rayan's sister asking if i'm going to the 'oh-so-LAME' party that i said i'm going to last week and completely forgot about it NOW !! It'll be SO lame, and have time, i only said i'll be there coz i was being nice to the girl and thot i would if had a LESS busier day !! So i told her i can't, but then Rayan kept texting me that i said i'm going and i gave them a word and BLA BLA, until the girl whose making the part called me and i felt bad and decided to go =/
i arrived there at 8:30 pm, which was apparently LATE for them ! it was SO dead !! There was about 15 people in there.. I could see how bad Rayan wanted me to come to the party, it's like he thought he would have a chance or something !! He was following me everywhere i go, complementing everything in me, TRUST ME it's annoying !! That's when a couple of my friend's showed up, i never knew they were coming so that's when the fun began and i actually started enjoying myself, he then felt that we were taking over the party and he can't have the one-on-one time with me that he thought he could get, then kept coming to me trying to convince me to all go home and watch a movie instead coz this party is becoming to loud, LIKE WTH !! When i started enjoying it u want to leave now !! It was u who wanted to come from the first place.. i kept telling No i'm fine and just carry on with my friend's, i could see he was annoyed and kept trying to convince me, i kept it sweet but yet he walked out so pissed, his sister came up to me saying he feels responsible coz he invited u here and thought u should leave with us.. Ok i came here on my own ! I know the girl who's having the party, my friends r here, and i'm off to my friend’s party afterwards LIKE seriously what is his problem !!!! They left and i ignored and had a real good night =)
The he sent me a text at midnight:
"I believe i owe u an apology for my behavior earlier, i was a real jerk and i'm really sorry, i was really glad to have u around at the party, Have fun !"
i didn't reply =)
o 5ale9at el 8i9a LOL :P
Labels: The Messy affairs
posted by ~Lush at 3:35 AM
10 Comments:
glad you had a great time there .
well for me i think you trying to stay still and pretending nothing happen is not a good way .. i dont know i would try to show him from the beginning that it is not ok even though you said your just like my big brother but big brothers dont put their arms around their sisters lol you know what big brothers would do;P if you know what i mean
anyway i hope now he understands what is going on in your mind so that no one get hurts.
before i used to be like you ,, if someone had a crush on me i would try hard to be nice not telling them how really i feel about them directly and then I end up hurting that person when finally he realize how i feel .. b3deen i feel so guilty about it and this feeling suck...
ReGards (^_^)
3aaal3oool!!!! ya 3asa raby yed3as nassaf eb bal3ooma gooley ameen! ya qithaaa!! tekhayalta maylesh weld mal family guy.. its not abt looks akeed.. bs hes needy! yuma so shady
ufff eshyaaabi lazqaa!
hehehhee meskeen he is in madre ya333333 i hate this when they stick and u obviously dnt want them around! i have a him at work yaa333
intay wayd ma36etah waih
just goleela exactly where he stands oo lat3awreen galbich!
wait thats it???? no slaps? no punching?? killing????
I was waiting for something like that....oh well.....maybe on your next post :P
y7leelch gomay golelah el true abt how u feel come on were we waiting..he seem rlly vacancy:/
y7leelch gomay golelah el true abt how u feel come on were we waiting..he seem rlly vacancy:/
OutOfReach:
I know i can't help it, i feel bad i don't know how to tell someone that i don't like him that way, i keep giving signs and signs but i never get the hear to actuly tell them.. offff i know it's 3'ala6 ;/
Ms.d:
LOOOL tha7akteni weld family guy ! eee he is SO needy mo ? :S
Missy:
i knowww grrrr ;@
Princess:
yup, ya3 is THE word !
Eshda3wa:
i tried, bs ma3arif agol bil wayeh !! magdar ;/
SpiKeY:
LOL laaaa maleget ela ana a6ig :P.. ana many 3arfa agola "i don't like u" hal mara tabeni i slap him LOL.. That's what i'm trying hard to work on now, is saying NO ;/
Dr.paula:
and SHLON ?? ;/
damn he's like sticky glue.. I think if he persists you need to make it very clear that you're not interested point blank because the boy doesn't seem to get the subtle hints.. or just talk in front of him to your friend about a crush backhome or just make something up ..
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